So We Lie

Self Explanatory.

You don't need to know my name, where I'm from or how old I am. I'm not here for a popularity contest. I'm going to lay it all out. This is it. This is me, take a look.

i am disposable.

my-alchemy:

is it impossible for somebody like me to have a real relationship with anybody? i don’t even have real friends anymore. everyone is sick of me and i of them.

maybe ill find somebody in chicago that’s as emotionally deficient as me so we can just be insane together.

I took a little offense to this, you’ll always be my best friend. I bring you up to my family all the time. You just got far too busy for me. You’d think because I had a baby I’d be the one that was to busy but I’m home everyday all day, pretty much every week. I could never replace you, and to be honest I have tried because I think you forget about me. But I’ve never found a friend like you. And I never will. It makes me a lot more depressed that you’re leaving for Chicago than I would let you know. We both have a really big problem with hiding our true feelings and not letting anyone in. And that’s really probably due to the same thing that we share in common that really brought us closer because not many people share that same thing, it’s not a good thing but it defiantly has helped us understand each other better. Emily pants you’ll always be my best friend! I miss you a lot.

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    I took a little offense to this, you’ll always be my best friend. I bring you up to my family all the time. You just got...
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